But after what I've experienced long time ago, what's the point of chasing something when you could have spend a lil more time caring the one around you even just a simple line. I bet some would say it's all about how you manage your time to manage it.
I do have things to go after, but not career. I care more in the people around me after I've realized fame is not everything. Studying hard, get excellent good grades, so?
Probably that time was too young. But knowing the fact behind the story struck me. Realizing she's away from school, thought it's just a normal sick leave like she used to have. After exams, I was told what had happened and that she had requested the others not to inform me as she knew that I was having exams, did not want to disturb me. Such thoughtful of her at such young age.
Too late for the planned visit and never knew msn was the last conversation we had. It ended with me asking where's she since there's no response. From then onwards, I lost a friend, a sister although we've known just less than two years. I still had the watch she put on my wrist for my birthday. Guess she noticed that I did not have a watch. I even remembered the teacher who had commented cold heartedly on the loud cries of my other friend after hearing the announcement of her departure. Tears just can't stop dropping.
Most people have moved on but it impacted me a lot. What if the moment you get closer to someone and the person is gone. In my dictionary, there's no such thing as good friend or best friend. Friend is friend, why differentiate? Categorizing it under best friend will make me have the feeling of scared of losing someone. It hurts a lot.
