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Saturday - 26 April 2014 - Sunny I guess..

Supposed to go for blood test today. Ended up slacky, plus results might be inaccurate after the lil bit of drinking the night before..

Yesterday I kept pestering my colleague who's just sitting beside me on "It's Friday you know hahaha and why am I still here" I think no reaction is given. Forgotten dy la.. oh well. So in the end I've decided to screw the work and just send in a text to say I'm going home and I've no mood. Should be the long work throughout the whole week.

Nevermind, afterall I have enjoyed the days everyday.

Time for some "don't know what to do" mode.
Pack? Clean up? Eat? Slack? Bathe? ahhhhh I don't know... here comes the choice disorder attacking~~~~



toot toot toot.... nombor yang anda dail...



 

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Stay positive, reshuffling of time - Go back on time and spend time in studying.

Tonight do everything and submit. Go back chap notes.

Self discipline~~ Fingers crossed.

 

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Ok tired. Who's not? No need to complain, it's my choice to be here.

1 week study leave, study what leh??? 

Suan... at least the job should be something to follow up. No wor.. it's entirely new. brand new shitty ones. Emotionless dy.
Hmm do something like the song from Frozen.. "Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know~~"

Get hospitalised also better, at least got time to breathe.

休息是为了走更长的路

 

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Yep.. I'm back again to this secluded place where I usually hmm put my tantrums on since I will be the only one reading it and recalling back everything that was written last time.

Last two days been spending one hour throwing tantrums on the past two days work to, of course my friends who ajak me out of a sudden to just makan. They keep listening, questioning, and all I do is, "you wait, you listen, haven't reach that part" hahhahahaha
Ok I'm grateful I have a team, open ones, fun ones, and helpful ones =) Truly appreciate it. Lucky to have good teams ever since I've started work, small team big team. Of course, this time is bigger, closer, AND bigger appetite too =P

Lucky to have them. You know that everything will be ok cz we've got each other's back, even though we've moved on to other jobs. Ahhh suddenly thought of a line quoted by her, hmmm "I save your half ass, you save my half ass, together we are a pair of good ass" hahhahahahahha joker la she OK Now.. I'm sitting here, of course facing the machine, lacking the mood to work. Wah liao no energy.. slept enough but look deadly. Figures are everywhere, and I don't know how the hack those figures should be placed in this piece of shit. Nevermind, It's OK, cz SHIT happens I, as usual like to hide myself at somewhere I feel secured and rot there. ROT? ya ROT. Don't need to social with unnecessary outings. Hmm. I think I am already at that state. Just a few outings with the closer ones. Hanging out, catching up or even creating nonsense out of no where. Simple life.

Gosh... I am starting to isolate myself again.. or am I already always isolating myself.. ahhh nevermind, not that my network is big.. have you ever think about how many in your contact list or even facebook list of friends, you will always contact with? One day I was cleaning up my phone, I realise the fact, pity huh.

I think I found myself a thing to do - to be a listener. May not be a good advisor due to my low tolerance in everything, at least there are still somebody who would want me to listen or to give advice.

I think I should stop spreading those electrons around. Big smile on the face, keep those electrons deep within, at least this will less affecting those around me. Ya I know~~emotions and mood are contagious, so beware on how you spread it. AWAS! hahahhaha

Haiya after few years later, reading back this post, peanut matter only

Signing off and continue to work laaaaa