Had a rough week last week and higher level of pressure from every corner. Can't stop the hot tears rushing out. Nah.. I'm Strong on the outside as perceived by others but Strong on the outside won't put food on your table. Mentally should be strong as well. I'm Controlling hard now and finding ways of releasing it at the right way.
Been stoning there since the evening, emotionless while driving, finding the right channel for the right song that suits my mood, tired till the extent of lazy to let the gold in my mouth to spill out.
I need to think what's in me that I want to see myself as.
